home

search

Volume 2 Chapter 6 - Where the fire still burns

  Yamada Apartment — Monday Morning | 6:42 AM

  The apartment was quiet in a way that didn’t feel peaceful.

  Soft morning light slipped through the thin curtains, stretching across the wooden floor in long pale bands. The city outside hadn’t fully woken yet — just the distant hum of an early bus, a delivery truck reversing somewhere down the street, a lone bicycle chain clicking past.

  Kazuki was already awake.

  He hadn’t meant to be.

  He lay flat on his back, staring at the ceiling, one arm resting behind his head, the other across his chest. The room still carried the faint scent of studio air — metal, dust, and warm electronics — though he knew that was just in his mind.

  He closed his eyes.

  And it came back.

  The booth.

  The mic.

  The way his body moved before his brain caught up.

  Turn me up.

  His jaw tightened.

  He rolled onto his side, sitting up slowly and dragging a hand down his face. The quiet in his room felt thicker than usual — like the air itself was waiting for him to decide something.

  He swung his legs over the bed and stood.

  The wooden floor was cool under his feet.

  In the kitchen, he found his mum already awake.

  She stood by the window with a mug in her hand, watching the early morning traffic crawl awake beneath them. The sunlight edged her silhouette in gold.

  “You were loud last night,” she said without turning around.

  Kazuki poured himself water. “I didn’t say much.”

  She took a sip of her drink.

  “You didn’t need to.”

  He leaned back against the counter, the glass cool in his hand.

  There was a long pause.

  Then she said it.

  “You sounded like yourself yesterday.”

  Not accusing.

  Not proud.

  Just factual.

  Kazuki didn’t look at her.

  “That was twenty-five percent,” he replied.

  A faint smile tugged at her mouth.

  “I know.”

  Another silence.

  The kettle clicked as it finished heating. Somewhere outside, a neighbour’s door slammed.

  “You slipped,” she added.

  “I know.”

  She finally turned to face him.

  “And?”

  Kazuki stared at the rim of his glass.

  “And I don’t know if I wanted to stop.”

  That one lingered.

  The kind of sentence that settles into a room and doesn’t leave.

  She studied him carefully now.

  “You miss it.”

  He didn’t answer.

  But he didn’t need to.

  The sunlight shifted higher, brightening the kitchen fully now — illuminating the little scratches on the table, the magnets on the fridge, the ordinary life he’d been living since he left the stage behind.

  “You don’t have to decide anything today,” she said quietly. “But if you step back into it… you do it because you choose to.”

  Kazuki nodded slowly.

  His phone buzzed against the counter.

  A message from Hana.

  Hana:

  Morning. Still alive after yesterday?

  A breath escaped him — lighter this time.

  He typed back.

  Barely. You?

  Her reply came almost instantly.

  Thriving.

  He smiled despite himself.

  His mum noticed.

  “She knows something,” she said calmly.

  Kazuki froze for half a second.

  “She’s perceptive,” she added.

  “She doesn’t know,” he said quickly.

  “Not yet.”

  The way she said it made his stomach drop slightly.

  Outside, the city had fully woken now.

  Cars moved faster. Voices echoed faintly. The world was beginning again.

  Kazuki straightened.

  Today wasn’t about hiding.

  It wasn’t about slipping.

  It was about deciding how much of himself he was willing to bring back into the light.

  He finished his water.

  “I’ll handle it,” he said quietly.

  His mum nodded once.

  “I know you will.”

  The morning air felt different now.

  Not lighter.

  But sharper.

  And somewhere, beneath the surface of that quiet apartment, something had started moving again.

  Residential Block, West Tokyo — 7:15 AM

  The city was fully awake now.

  Shop shutters rattled open. Convenience stores pushed out crates of bottled tea. A delivery driver argued half-heartedly with a vending machine that had swallowed his coins. The sky was pale blue, streaked faintly with leftover morning haze, sunlight bouncing off apartment windows in brief flashes.

  Kazuki walked with his hands in his pockets.

  No headphones.

  Not yet.

  The pavement was still cool under the soles of his shoes. Somewhere nearby, a radio played an old pop song from a balcony above.

  Footsteps approached from behind.

  Measured.

  Confident.

  Naomi fell into stride beside him without greeting.

  For a few seconds, they just walked.

  Her bag strap rested neatly over one shoulder. Her expression was thoughtful, not tense — just focused.

  “The bridge into the second verse is clunky,” she said finally.

  Kazuki glanced at her. “You mean rhythmically or emotionally?”

  “Both.”

  He nodded once. “You’re overthinking the phrasing.”

  She huffed softly. “Easy for you to say.”

  He chuckled. “You’ve always been good at this.”

  She shot him a look. “It’s hard to get back into it.”

  They crossed at a light. A cyclist whizzed past them, muttering apologies.

  “Especially when Ayame is watching every breath we take like we’re under federal investigation.”

  Kazuki laughed quietly.

  “She means well.”

  “I know,” Naomi replied. “But it’s intense.”

  The light changed. They kept walking.

  A pause settled.

  Kazuki spoke more quietly this time.

  “I’m finding it hard to keep my cover in the booth.”

  Naomi nodded.

  Didn’t answer.

  Cars passed.

  A dog barked from behind a gate.

  The silence stretched just long enough to feel intentional.

  Then Naomi said—

  “Maybe you shouldn’t try to cover.”

  Kazuki slowed half a step.

  “What?”

  She didn’t look at him.

  They passed the little bakery on the corner. The smell of sweet bread drifted past.

  “I’ve been hiding too,” she continued calmly. “I think it’s obvious I like someone. But recently… I’ve struggled to accept that for myself.”

  Kazuki’s brow furrowed slightly.

  “Liking someone can be overwhelming,” she added. “Messy. Difficult.”

  She finally glanced at him.

  “You like two people.”

  His eyes widened slightly.

  Unauthorized usage: this tale is on Amazon without the author's consent. Report any sightings.

  She smiled faintly. “Music and Hana.”

  He looked down at the pavement, a short awkward smirk tugging at his mouth.

  Naomi continued walking steadily.

  “That must be exhausting.”

  He didn’t deny it.

  “If you really like her,” Naomi said gently, “you give her you.”

  She nudged his shoulder lightly.

  “I mean KAZ and Uki.”

  She laughed at her own joke.

  He didn’t.

  He was thinking.

  They walked past the music store.

  The one with the “KAZ — Still Echoing” poster in the window.

  Kazuki didn’t look at it this time.

  The school gates were ahead now.

  Students filtering in.

  Voices overlapping.

  Uniforms moving in waves.

  Naomi slowed slightly.

  “I’m not saying expose yourself,” she added quickly. “I just… think hiding parts of yourself makes everything heavier.”

  She stopped there.

  Maybe she’d said too much.

  Maybe not enough.

  Kazuki didn’t respond.

  Instead—

  He slipped his black headphones over his ears.

  The gesture was smooth.

  Automatic.

  But he didn’t press play immediately.

  They stepped onto school grounds.

  Then—

  A small smile appeared on his face.

  Not forced.

  Not dramatic.

  Just something decided internally.

  He turned to Naomi, already walking backward a step.

  “Thank you, Naomi.”

  His voice was lighter now.

  “I needed that. I really did.”

  And then he turned, heading toward his building.

  Naomi stood still for a moment.

  Watching him disappear into the crowd.

  The morning light hit the courtyard fountain, water catching gold in the air.

  She exhaled.

  Then her gaze shifted.

  Across the courtyard—

  Kenji and Shun stood arguing about something trivial.

  Kenji gesturing wildly.

  Shun unimpressed as always.

  Kenji hadn’t noticed her yet.

  Naomi’s lips curved upward.

  She lifted a hand.

  “YOOOOOOOO!”

  Kenji’s head snapped toward her.

  And the morning officially began.

  Sakuramine Academy — Mathematics Class | 10:18 AM

  The classroom was unnaturally quiet.

  Not sleepy quiet.

  Not bored quiet.

  Tense quiet.

  Earlier that morning, Mr Kairusi had stood at the front of the room with his usual tired posture and delivered the news in a voice far too calm for the damage it caused.

  “Autumn exams are approaching. Any student falling below a B- will be reconsidered for class placement. Resits will occur after Christmas.”

  No one had spoken.

  But everyone had understood.

  For Class 2-B, it wasn’t just about grades.

  It was about time.

  Revision meant evenings lost.

  Evenings lost meant studio sessions cut short.

  Studio sessions cut short meant unfinished songs.

  The weight of it settled over the room like dust.

  Now—

  Pens scratched across paper.

  Pages turned.

  A cough echoed too loudly before dying in the air.

  Kazuki sat in his usual window seat.

  Brown leaves drifted lazily outside, caught in a slow current of wind. The courtyard below looked still — too still. Like it had paused in anticipation of something.

  He finished an equation.

  Placed his pen down.

  Looked up.

  Nothing dramatic happened.

  No flashback.

  No imaginary stage.

  Just the soft rustle of autumn.

  Then—

  It started.

  Not a memory.

  Not an old verse.

  New words.

  They arrived unannounced.

  Fragments.

  Rhythms.

  Lines that felt unfinished but urgent.

  He hadn’t seen them before.

  Hadn’t chased them.

  And yet they flooded in.

  His fingers twitched slightly against the desk.

  Hana looked over.

  She’d learned to recognise the stare.

  The one where his body was here but something else was pulling him somewhere far louder.

  She didn’t call his name.

  Didn’t throw paper.

  She just watched.

  For a split second—

  She didn’t see Kazuki.

  She saw KAZ.

  The stage lights version.

  The command-the-room version.

  The one she’d memorised through headphones.

  Her stomach tightened.

  She blinked hard.

  KAZ is retired, she reminded herself.

  At least… that’s what she thought.

  Kazuki felt eyes on him.

  Turned.

  Their gazes met.

  Brown to brown.

  They both flushed instantly.

  Hana snapped back to her worksheet as if it had personally offended her.

  Kazuki cleared his throat and grabbed his pen again.

  At the front of the class, Shun leaned back slightly in his chair, bored out of his mind.

  He glanced backward.

  Locked onto the moment.

  His lips twitched.

  Kenji, who had clearly not been solving anything for at least ten minutes, lifted his head from a fake “thinking pose.”

  He followed Shun’s gaze.

  Saw the blush.

  Saw the panic.

  He mouthed to Shun:

  Lovers in class. How corny.

  Shun bit his lip hard to stop himself from laughing.

  It failed.

  A quiet snort escaped.

  Mr Kairusi rose slowly from his chair.

  The scrape of it against the floor echoed like a threat.

  He looked directly at Shun.

  Deadpan.

  Absolute daggers.

  Shun straightened immediately, posture perfect, eyes glued to his paper as if he had always loved mathematics.

  Kenji lost it.

  A single laugh burst out before he could swallow it.

  Mr Kairusi turned.

  Walked.

  Each step deliberate.

  Kenji grabbed his pen and began writing absolute nonsense with aggressive confidence.

  “Mr Tanaka,” the teacher said calmly. “Explain question five.”

  Kenji blinked.

  “…It’s symbolic.”

  “Of what?”

  “…Academic growth?”

  The classroom went deadly still.

  Mr Kairusi leaned forward slightly.

  “Show me your work.”

  Kenji scrambled, flipping pages, pointing at numbers that had no relation to the question.

  Behind him, Kazuki and Hana covered their mouths, shoulders shaking silently.

  Naomi pinched the bridge of her nose.

  Mika looked like she was witnessing history.

  Aoi whispered, “He’s finished.”

  Just as Mr Kairusi reached for Kenji’s paper—

  The classroom door slammed open.

  “NOTICE!!!!!”

  The voice echoed off the walls.

  Ayame stood in the doorway, school council sash slightly crooked, eyes blazing with urgency.

  “ALL PERFORMING MUSIC FESTIVAL STUDENTS REPORT TO ME NOW!”

  The class collectively jolted.

  Kenji straightened instantly.

  “Well,” he said brightly, “that would be me, sir.”

  He grabbed his bag.

  “Sorry Mr Kairusi! I PROMISE I’ll do the work!”

  Shun was already halfway out of his seat.

  Hana grabbed her notebook.

  Kazuki stood calmly, though something in his eyes had sharpened.

  Mr Kairusi sighed deeply.

  The kind of sigh that suggested this was not the first time he had lost control of a room.

  “Go,” he muttered. “And the rest of you — back to work.”

  As the group filtered out into the hallway, Kenji leaned toward Shun.

  “Saved by the council.”

  Shun smirked faintly.

  Kazuki stepped into the corridor last.

  And for a moment—

  The autumn air outside felt electric.

  Rehearsal Room — 12:27 PM

  The rehearsal room smelled faintly of old wood and dusted chalk. Afternoon light poured in through the high windows, catching in the air like drifting particles of gold.

  Ayame stood at the front, arms folded tight against her chest.

  Her usual brightness was gone.

  “Brackets are out,” she said.

  The room shifted immediately.

  Kenji stopped mid-sip of water.

  Mika straightened.

  Naomi leaned forward.

  Hana crossed her arms.

  Shun went still.

  “Our first opponent,” Ayame continued, voice precise, “is West Tokyo Prefecture High.”

  A beat.

  “They’re local,” she added. “Five stops down the line.”

  Kazuki tilted his head slightly. “And?”

  Ayame’s jaw tightened.

  “They have scholarship students from last year’s National Choir Championships. Alumni from the Japanese Youth Choir.”

  Silence.

  Kazuki blinked. “They have a team for that?”

  The room chuckled.

  Naomi smiled faintly. “As silly as it sounds, that’s impressive.”

  Hana giggled. “You look ridiculous right now.”

  Mika laughed.

  Aoi nodded enthusiastically.

  Ayame did not laugh.

  Shun noticed.

  He straightened in his chair and cleared his throat — not loudly, but with weight.

  The room quieted instantly.

  “Guys,” Shun said calmly, “Ayame’s concern is valid. We can’t just dismiss them because they aren’t… modern music makers.”

  “Musicians,” Kenji corrected under his breath.

  Shun shot him a look. “Shut up.”

  Kenji raised his hands in surrender, grinning.

  Shun turned to Kazuki.

  “How long until the songs are finished, Kaz?”

  The word landed heavier than it should have.

  Kaz.

  Kazuki froze.

  Not visibly dramatic.

  Just a half-second stillness.

  But inside —

  The room shifted.

  The voices blurred.

  The sunlight felt too bright.

  Naomi saw it first.

  Hana saw it second.

  Sweat collected at the edge of his hairline.

  Before he could respond—

  Naomi stepped in smoothly.

  “Music isn’t assembly line work,” she said. “Rushing it could damage us more than waiting.”

  Mika folded her arms. “But Marei won’t wait.”

  Another trigger.

  Kazuki’s jaw tightened.

  “Marei works fast,” Mika continued. “He’ll have ten songs before we have two.”

  The room began to talk over itself.

  Ayame defending urgency.

  Kenji arguing tempo.

  Aoi suggesting compromises.

  Mika pushing efficiency.

  Shun trying to balance both sides.

  Voices.

  Just voices.

  Kaz.

  Marei.

  Music.

  Kaz.

  Marei.

  Music.

  Everything he’d tried to bury.

  Everything he told himself he left behind.

  The room felt smaller.

  The air thinner.

  Then—

  “ALRIGHT.”

  The word cracked like glass.

  “Jesus. Shut up.”

  Silence.

  All eyes on him.

  Kazuki inhaled slowly.

  Exhaled.

  When he spoke again, his voice was steady.

  “This song isn’t easy,” he said. “It’s not something you finish overnight.”

  He looked at each of them.

  “School makes it harder. Time makes it harder.”

  Ayame’s expression softened.

  “We will finish it,” he continued. “And we will win.”

  A shift.

  He wasn’t speaking defensively.

  He was speaking deliberately.

  “Not for me,” he added. “For you.”

  His gaze landed on each of them in turn.

  “This school doesn’t get handed things. We don’t have choir championships. We don’t have prefecture funding.”

  He took a step forward.

  “But we have this.”

  He gestured around the room.

  “We have what we built here.”

  His voice lowered slightly.

  “This is home.”

  A beat.

  “And I don’t care who’s across from us. We win because we deserve to.”

  The room was quiet.

  Then—

  Kenji grinned.

  “Okay leader.”

  Mika nodded.

  Aoi clapped lightly.

  Shun smiled faintly.

  Ayame exhaled in relief.

  Hana didn’t move.

  She just looked at him.

  And mouthed—

  You are KAZ.

  Time slowed.

  Kazuki’s breath hitched.

  A tear threatened.

  He swallowed it down.

  But he nodded.

  Just once.

  Hana’s eyes filled instantly.

  “I knew you weren’t far away,” she whispered. “I knew it.”

  No one else heard.

  But something fundamental had shifted.

  Student Council Room

  The room was absurdly grand for a school facility.

  Tall ceilings. Ornate molding. Velvet chairs that did not belong in a place meant for teenagers.

  Rei lounged across one of them, legs draped over the armrest.

  Cassette tapes lay scattered on the table before him.

  Each labeled with a different school name.

  He tossed one aside.

  “Kyoto High,” he muttered. “Predictable.”

  Kimino stood near the door, arms folded like a guard outside a throne room.

  “Why do we enter this festival every year,” Rei said lazily, “knowing the outcome?”

  “Because of the reward, sir—”

  “Reward?” Rei scoffed. “We’re already drowning in money.”

  He stood suddenly, pacing.

  “Look at this place. Gold-plated armrests. Screens bigger than doors. Paintings of people no one remembers.”

  He stopped.

  “What more do we need?”

  A soft chuckle came from the sofa.

  Kimiko leaned back, twirling a pen between her fingers.

  “Poor Marei,” she teased. “Still searching for someone worth playing with.”

  Rei didn’t smile.

  “I don’t care about this festival.”

  A more controlled voice cut in from the desk.

  “Is that so?”

  Minata didn’t look up from her paperwork.

  “You walk around here like you own it.”

  Rei scoffed. “I got you 400 votes.”

  “Out of 10,000,” she replied flatly.

  He grinned. “Still impressive.”

  The room settled again.

  Then Kimino hesitated.

  “What about that guy from the studio… Ka… Kimchi?”

  Rei’s head snapped up.

  He kicked Kimino’s shin lightly.

  “Kazuki, you ape. Get it right.”

  He straightened slowly.

  “I might have mistaken him,” he said quietly, “for someone interesting.”

  He moved toward the door.

  “If I’m right… I’ll never complain about this festival again.”

  He paused.

  Smiled faintly.

  “Anyway. I have a date.”

  The door shut behind him.

  Minata sighed.

  “When will he grow up?”

  Kimiko leaned back, amused.

  “He won’t.”

  She glanced toward the door.

  “He’s excited.”

  West Tokyo — 5:42 PM

  The leaves were brittle under his shoes.

  Orange. Brown. Crushed into powder with every careless step.

  Marei walked with his bag slung over one shoulder, collar slightly raised, expression locked somewhere between bored and irritated.

  The street was familiar.

  Too familiar.

  Corner florist.

  Convenience store with flickering lights.

  A bakery that still sold the same bean buns it had when he was ten.

  He didn’t look at any of it with fondness.

  He found it suffocating.

  Small.

  Predictable.

  He kicked a pile of leaves across the pavement.

  They scattered in uneven arcs.

  His eyes lifted—

  And landed on it.

  The poster.

  Still there.

  Bright.

  Glossy.

  Unfaded.

  KAZ — WORLD TOUR — RETURNING TO JAPAN

  His jaw tightened.

  “Really need to change that stupid poster…” he muttered.

  It was his trigger.

  Not because of jealousy.

  Not exactly.

  Because of legacy.

  Because of dominance.

  Because the name still lingered over everything like an unfinished sentence.

  He tore his eyes away and kept walking.

  The ramen stand sat exactly where it always had.

  Steam curling into the cool autumn air.

  Lantern swaying gently.

  The smell of broth and soy clinging to the evening.

  As Marei approached—

  “MAREI! Welcome back, kid. The usual?”

  Marei’s irritation dissolved just slightly.

  He pointed at the man behind the counter.

  “Garon. You know me too well. Of course the usual.”

  Garon grinned, already turning, ladle in hand.

  The rhythm of cooking began instantly —

  Chop.

  Sizzle.

  Pour.

  Steam rising in soft white spirals.

  “So,” Garon called over his shoulder, “heard you’re working hard for the festival again.”

  Marei rested his elbow on the counter, chin in hand.

  “The festival’s a filler episode,” he said flatly. “In your favourite TV show.”

  Garon laughed heartily.

  “Well, that’s not true. For you, it’s exposure.”

  Marei didn’t look up.

  “Like I haven’t made an album already,” he replied dryly. “Millions jumping up and down. I’ve seen that.”

  Garon turned back around and set the bowl in front of him.

  The broth glowed golden.

  The noodles perfectly tensioned.

  Slices of pork resting like brush strokes across the surface.

  Steam hit Marei’s face.

  For a moment—

  He looked younger.

  Garon sat across from him instead of returning to the stove.

  “Consistency,” Garon said quietly, “is the key to life.”

  Marei didn’t respond.

  “I didn’t become your favourite ramen seller by showing up once a week. I came here every day. Mopped floors. Burned my hands. Watched my father work.”

  He tapped the counter.

  “Seven days a week.”

  Marei’s chopsticks paused mid-air.

  “The fire still burns,” Garon continued. “Either yours died… or you stopped looking for it.”

  Marei stared at the broth.

  Steam fogged his vision slightly.

  “There’s no challenge anymore,” he said finally.

  The words didn’t come angry.

  They came tired.

  “Same judges. Same semi-finals. Same finals. I’ve won three years straight.”

  He picked up the noodles.

  “It’s exhausting.”

  Garon’s face softened.

  “Well,” he said slowly, “this year feels different.”

  Marei looked up.

  “Students everywhere. Different uniforms. More noise. More hunger.”

  He gestured toward the street.

  Marei followed his gaze.

  For the first time—

  He noticed it.

  Clusters of students in uniforms he didn’t recognise.

  Laughter spilling from street corners.

  A sense of movement.

  “Sakuramine Academy,” Garon said casually.

  Marei’s eyes flicked sideways.

  A smirk tugged at his lips.

  “Yeah,” he said lightly. “Weird. They’ve got some… prodigy I’m trying to get a read on.”

  He stirred his ramen lazily.

  “Hard to get a glimpse of him.”

  Garon laughed.

  “So you are taking it seriously, dumbass.”

  Marei straightened immediately.

  “I’m not.”

  He caught himself.

  “…I just need to see what competition looks like. So far? Not impressed.”

  Garon checked his watch.

  “You better eat before you miss that date you bragged about.”

  Marei blinked.

  Swore quietly.

  He devoured the bowl faster than usual.

  Slapped yen onto the counter.

  Too much.

  Grabbed his bag.

  “THANKS, GARON. BEST AS USUAL.”

  He jogged off toward the city centre.

  Garon watched him go.

  Watched the way he ran.

  And for a moment—

  He didn’t see the polished artist.

  He saw the elementary school kid who used to sit right there on that same stool and complain about classmates who didn’t understand him.

  The shy one.

  The frustrated one.

  The one who wanted to be seen.

  Garon glanced down at the money on the counter.

  Fifty yen extra.

  He shook his head, smiling faintly.

  “Dumbass kid.”

  A tear slipped down his cheek before he wiped it away with his sleeve.

  The lantern above the stand swayed softly in the evening breeze.

  And somewhere between arrogance and exhaustion—

  Marei’s fire had started flickering again.

Recommended Popular Novels