12th of July, 10:04 PM

  I'm tired.

  Hey diary. A lot happened today.

  I woke up and met Mike at the house. It's a McMansion, he calls it the Castle of Temptation.

  He also spent time thinking of a name, he asked me for my idea first.

  "Trevor Green."

  "I like that," said Mike. "Well, Trevor, I'll take you to the people you'll be working with before I go."

  "Hello there," said another guy in his forties to me when I got to the backyard. He has a British accent. Like Mike, he has brown hair, but it isn't beginning to turn grey. He held out his hand.

  "Adam Davis," he said. "I'm one of the directors."

  "Trevor Green, nice to meet you."

  The guy I'd be working with was sitting on a bench under a tree. I talked with him while we waited for Adam to get ready.

  As I got to the bench, he asked, "You're the new guy?"

  He's young, blond, has blue eyes, maybe 2 inches shorter than me. He's wearing white gym shorts. There's a pair of tennis shoes, a t-shirt, and a baseball cap next to him on the bench.

  I nod.

  He smiled at me.

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  "Cool," he said. He put his comic book on his shirt. He asked if I wanted to sit. I sat next to him.

  "I've never worked with an Asian twink," he told me. "It's just white twinks here."

  "Oh. Do you like Asian guys?"

  "Yea, Asian guys are nice. Oh, and if something hurts to do, tell me."

  "OK."

  We sat in silence for a bit. I think we were both wondering what to say. I looked at the pool, and then at the clouds. I felt excited, but also really scared. A lot of things were about to happen.

  He asked me where I'm from.

  "Vista."

  "Oh, I'm from Del Mar. Is Vista where you live now or have you always been there?"

  "I used to be in Sierra County."

  "Where's Sierra County? Nevada?"

  "It's next to Nevada. It's in the northeastern part of California."

  "Oh, you were in the snowy parts of California. Ugh," he said. "Sorry, it's not you. I hate snow. And cold places."

  "It's fine, I hate that place," I told him. "Just snow, trees, and places to camp."

  He said something like, "Shit. It's got nothing in it. I can't stand places like that. Oh, hey, by the way, I'm Logan. Logan Wade is what I went with."

  I told him the name I picked. He asked if I like green. He laughed when I told him, "As long as I'm not in Sierra County."

  We started filming not long after that.

  I think I can say I have a crazy first time. I lost my virginity during my first porn shoot.

  We filmed for a couple hours. I think we stopped around 5. A lot of kissing, a lot of sucking, a lot of fucking. Some of it we did because Adam wanted us to redo it. We're not being forced to do stuff. Doing stuff again is part of making porn. Me and Logan had to try not to cum until Adam wanted us to. It was tough. I came twice. Logan came once.

  We're filming more tomorrow.

  Logan and I had dinner with Adam and his boyfriend Steven, who is also the other director, at a steakhouse. They drove us back to the "Castle" and went home for the night. We're staying in a guest house at the end of the backyard. It looks really cozy inside and outside. When I think of cozy, I think of a small house. This guest house is cozy and big.

  I could stay here forever.

  I talked with Logan more before we went to our rooms.

  I found out more about him. He lives with his aunt, he turned 19 two months ago, his real name is Ryan, his favourite comic is called The Walking Dead. I asked him how long he's been in porn. He said eleven months.

  Ugh, I'm really tired. See you tomorrow, diary.