Angel in My Heart

  Xue Er thought about Zheng Shuang holding her and putting her on top, and her heart couldn't help but feel itchy again. This little rascal Zheng Shuang is too good at mobilizing women's positivity. After the fact, Xue Er suspected whether she was the first woman he had touched. Zheng Shuang swore to heaven that before entering the mountain village, he hadn't even touched another girl's fingers.

  "How did you learn it?"

  Zheng Shuang answered briefly.

  "I also saw it, didn't see such a romantic plot. Are you deceiving me?"

  "Gotcha little dog! Reading books isn't just about simply accepting what's in the book, you also have to add your own imagination and apply it to practice. You're my first subject for practice."

  "Will there be a second, third, Nth one? Are you kidding me, little dog? Playing word games? You cheated me and scolded my little dog?" Xue Er deliberately pretended to be angry.

  "No, no. I spoke hastily, it's not complete. Deceiving you, I am a little dog. You are my first and only practice." Zheng Shuang said, pointing to the sky with her hand "Do you want me to swear to heaven?"

  "What's the point of making a vow? You've really changed your mind, I'll find another man to play with, I won't cry and make a fuss just to hang myself on this tree for you, am I stupid?" Xue Er took down Zheng Shuang's hand and burst out laughing.

  "You won't look at other men, you only love me, right?" Zheng Shuang leaned in to kiss Xue Er's waist.

  Xue Er was randomly selecting happy fragments and reminiscing about them when there was a sudden noise outside, pulling her memories back to reality.

  Then she heard the sound of the door opening.

  Zheng Shuang is back so early today?

  Xue Er listened carefully for a moment, it was Zheng Shuang's footsteps, no mistake!

  Xue'er closed her eyes and pulled the quilt over her head, covering her face as if she had fallen asleep.

  Zheng Shuang hadn't sat in front of Xue Er for a long time, carefully admiring her. To be precise, after Xue Er got scars on her face a month ago, or rather, after her scars had formed, he hadn't done so again. Nor had he been very intimate with her. If Xue Er hadn't often recalled those wonderful moments, she would have almost forgotten that she had once experienced such beauty.

  The footsteps were getting closer and closer, and Xue Er's heart was beating faster and faster.

  What's wrong with today? Is it because I've been reminiscing too much? Xue Er felt that her mood today was different from usual. To be exact, she seemed to have found the same feeling as when she first got married, and eagerly hoped that Zheng Shuang would reenact romance with her.

  The footsteps came right up.

  "You've said it many times, don't cover your face while sleeping, it will affect your breathing." After Zheng Shuang finished speaking, he didn't help Xue Er remove the quilt like he usually did. He stood still in front of her.

  "Why are you back so early today? Don't feel like drinking?" Xue Er also didn't remove the quilt, her hoarse voice coming from under the quilt sounded even more listless.

  Zheng Shuang sat on that side.

  "I was drinking, then Wang Wen ran over to tell me that Er Gou beat up his dad. I went to deal with it and came back on the way." Zheng Shuang said, her hand stretched into the quilt from the middle.

  "Drinking without making mistakes is a merit you've always maintained."

  "Do you mean I've lost all my other advantages?" Zheng Shuang's hand was placed on Xue Er's body under the quilt.

  "I didn't say that, you said it yourself." Xue Er pressed down on Zheng Shuang's hand.

  "I think I haven't changed, at least my love for you hasn't." Zheng Shuang's palm moved on Xue Er's body, because Xue Er's hand was pressed on top of his, his movements were a bit stiff and slow. Xue Er felt that Zheng Shuang's hand was stronger than usual.

  "Love will always turn into kinship, let alone I've changed my appearance." Xue Er released her hand that was pressing on Zheng Shuang's hand.

  "I've said it many times, don't mind the changes in your appearance, I don't care about your looks, you are forever the most beautiful in my heart." Zheng Shuang began to unbutton Xue Er's buttons.

  "Are there really men who don't care about a woman's appearance? Which man is that?"

  "It's natural for men to like that. But liking it doesn't mean being lustful. Men are also human beings, not low-level animals. Humans value emotions." Zheng Shuang said with a smile.

  "That's just men's nature, I don't blame you. As long as you still have me in your heart, I'm satisfied." Xue Er said, turning her body to the side.

  "You're the only one in my heart. Xue Er, you have to believe in my love for you."

  Xue Er no longer spoke.

  Zheng Shuang's palm moved to the front of Xue Er's body.

  Xue Er's breathing was uneven. He turned over and lay flat on his back.

  "Appearance is far less important than spirit, the spirit is a person's soul. Xue Er, you must have confidence in yourself, only then will you have confidence in love."

  Zheng Shuang pulled down Xue Er's quilt from her head: "Xue Er, look at me, I really love you!" As she said that, Zheng Shuang leaned in and kissed her.

  Xue Er wanted to speak, but Zheng Shuang covered her mouth.

  Zheng Shuang's two feet kicked off each other's shoes.

  Xue Er once again felt the long-lost sound of wind and waves. The gusts came one after another, the ripples on the leaves overlapped each other, and Xue Er's whole body cramped under the impact of the wind and waves.

  Xue Er asked in a low voice: "Do you really love me? Am I still worthy of your love? Don't you mind my appearance?"

  "I really love you, you are the most loved and only woman I have ever loved in this life. You will always be the angel in my heart, why wouldn't you be worth my love?"

  "Zheng Shuang, you're so good. As long as you love me, I don't care about anything else..."

  When the wind and waves stopped, Xue Er's face was covered with sweet smiles.

  Xue Er entered another dreamland under Zheng Shuang's sweet words and gentle strokes.

  Zhang Wang Zheng Shuang lay beside Xue Er but couldn't fall asleep. He was puzzled, why did he have the same mood as when they first got married? What was wrong with him? Did he really still love Xue Er?

  After several problems arose, he affirmed his love for Xue Er.

  This must have started his thinking about men, he began to think what kind of animal a man is. What's the difference between men and women?

  These problems were spinning in the village king's mind, but he couldn't figure them out. The more he couldn't understand, the more he wanted to understand. The village king finally got himself more and more confused. In the end, the village king surrendered to these problems, deciding not to think about them anymore, forcing himself to have a good sleep, recovering his tired physical strength and clearing up his muddled thoughts.

  The village chief began to fall asleep in confusion.

  Zhai Wang had just entered a daze when he heard Xue Er let out a loud cry, and then he saw her sit up straight.