gayannabeth

  Lilly being horny, implied sexual content

  [colpse]

  We returned to Liv’s car to drop off some of my purchases and my old bra (although I had no idea what I’d do with it since it didn’t fit). I’d changed into a new bra right after I’d purchased them. I’d also bought a little bck purse to carry around all my various knicknacks, like my phone, keys, wallet, as well as whatever else I’d need to carry around. I wasn’t entirely sure if I would need pads and whatnot, so I bought some anyway, just in case.

  Afterwards, we headed over to the nearby Yorkdale subway station. Our destination was downtown, and driving into downtown kinda sucked and parking was expensive. So, instead, the pn was to take the subway to Union Station. From there we could walk the rest of the way to our destination.

  “So…” Liv said. “How does it feel?”

  “What do you mean?”

  “Having finished the game?”

  As in, having finished my transition. Having a body I was completely comfortable in. I hadn’t much lingered on how I’d felt other than relief, but…

  “Relieved,” I began. “I feel relieved. But also, like, super excited.”

  “Yeah?”

  I nodded. “Yeah! I, uh, still don’t yet know what the future, uh, holds for me, but I feel a lot better about it. Before, it was like I was kinda just doing what I thought I should do. It didn’t really feel like I could want anything.”

  “So, what do you want, then?”

  “I don’t know,” I replied. “But I think I can finally figure it out.” I stared up at the ads near the roof of the train car. Tampons. Ha! How fitting. Next to it was an ad for some university or another. “I also… Well, ‘weight off my chest’ isn’t quite right. There’s definitely more weight there now.”

  I looked over to Liv, a smirk on my lips.

  “A good weight, I hope,” Liv said.

  “Oh, yes,” I replied. “Very good.”

  I had yet to get used to having tits. They were just constantly, reassuringly there. They were very hard to miss. I remembered how it felt when she was helping me take my new measurements, the way her fingers gently brushed against the sides.

  And there I go again, getting horny. Good job, me.

  “What’s up?” Liv asked.

  “Hm?”

  “You’re blushing.”

  “Ohhh…” I said. “Uhhh… nothin’.” I was very hesitant to expin to her my fantasy of her lifting up my skirt and going down on me while the two of us were in a very public train car.

  Then again… I could whisper it to her. It just took being a bit bold. Come on, Lilith, just lean over and whisper in her ear.

  The train stopped at Eglinton West station, and the doors opened to let passengers in and out.

  I leaned over and tapped Liv on her shoulder.

  “Yes?” she said.

  I leaned in close, my mouth next to her ear, and whispered, “I- I was thinking about how much I want you to lick my brand new pussy.”

  Liv went beet red. “O-oh… You want that?”

  I nodded, almost definitely just as red as she was. A part of me felt like it was best left at that, but I figured ‘what the hell’ and went to whisper in her ear some more.

  “I would love that. And then I would love to do the same for you. You know, suck on your g-girldick.”

  “Lilly!” Liv said. “What- You- I-”

  I giggled. “Of course, we have our date first,” I said. “But afterwards… Well, afterwards, I was thinking, umm…. Well, I’ve been, uh, fantasising about you fucking me in your car since Monday.”

  “Oh, well, um, goddess,” Liv said. “I, uh, yeah we could do that afterwards.”

  Great going Lilly. Now you’ll have to somehow get through this entire date horny.

  Our destination was this restaurant plus arcade pce near the SkyDome and the CN Tower. It was apparently open for much ter than I originally thought – until 2 A.M.

  The pn was to get something to eat, py some games for a bit, then head back up to Yorkdale.

  I’d only been once before, when I was around fourteen or so. I barely remembered the pce. As a result, when we sat down with our menus in the restaurant part of the pce, I started getting a bit overwhelmed by all the options.

  A weird and sorta silly thing about me is that whenever I went to a restaurant, I would get all overwhelmed and anxious looking at the menu, especially at things I didn’t recognise and wasn’t sure I could even pronounce.

  Fortunately, as I flipped through the menu, I found, among the unfamiliar food items, things that were more familiar (and, by extension, safe), such as grilled cheese sandwiches, burgers, and pizza.

  I settled on a grilled cheese along with a can of Pepsi.

  Liv ordered almost the same thing, grilled cheese sandwich, but with a Sprite.

  “I haven’t been here in a while,” I commented. “I mean, long enough I don’t really remember this pce.”

  “This is only my second time coming here. First was pretty recent, too. It was, uh, a bit too expensive growing up, but, well… money isn’t really a problem anymore. Not since I met Iris.”

  “Why, what did Iris do?” I asked.

  “She’s a demon,” Liv said. “She can do a lot of magic. She could probably expin it better than I could, but, the basic gist of it is that she’s got a spell that can help out with money. Easily, actually.”

  “Oh, that sounds really nice,” I said. A thought popped into my head. “Wait, do you think she could help Rachel?”

  Liv nodded. “She’d love to help Rachel,” she said. “What sort of help?”

  “Well, tuition, of course, and I can’t imagine she’ll wanna stay on my couch forever, so she’ll probably want her own pce.” I tried not to dwell on the idea that Rachel would move out too much. It had only been a day, but I’d already grown attached to the idea of living with her.

  I also definitely tried to push aside the thought that if she wanted to stop using my couch, she could join me in my bed instead. That was definitely not an appropriate thought to be having while on a date with another girl.

  Our food arrived at that point, so we were soon too busy eating to continue talking.

  “So…”

  “So!”

  “What game do we start with?” I said.

  “Whichever,” Liv said. “I, uh, well, st time I was here, I mostly stuck with racing games the whole time. It was a big group; me, Hazel, Iris, Sophie, everyone. You know, the whole gang. Uh, excluding you since you weren’t like a part of our group yet. A couple of Venny’s bandmates joined us too. Faith couldn’t make it, she had a work shift. But, uh, anyway-”

  “Who’s Faith?” I asked.

  “Drummer in Venny’s band. You’d like her, she’s gay. I mean, the entire band is gay, but…” Liv trailed off. “Uh, anyway, games. Yeah. I think I’ll go do a racing game again.”

  “You wanna race together?” I asked, following as she started walking towards a bunch of machines with big steering wheel controls attached.

  “I’d kick your ass,” Liv said.

  “Oh yeah? I have some experience with Mario Kart, I’ll have you know.”

  Liv ughed. “Yeah, but arcade racing games are a whole different ball park, cutie.”

  She kicked my ass thoroughly. As did several of the CPU racers. Multiple times. I was left completely humiliated with my several defeats. Eventually, we had to get off the machines so others could use them.

  “If you keep pouting so adorably like that, I’m not gonna be able to resist,” Liv commented.

  “Resist what?” I asked.

  “This,” Liv said, leaning in and kissing me.

  I left out an ‘mmf’ of shock, before eagerly returning the kiss and forgetting all about my humiliating defeats. And also my surroundings. What year was it again? I don’t know, I don’t care, a hot girl is kissing me.

  All too soon, she pulled away. I definitely did not make any sort of embarrassing whining noise that prompted her to again kiss me.

  We wandered around the arcade, trying some of the other games, but Liv was not nearly as passionate about them as racing games.

  “Liv!” A voice shouted while we were pying one of those dumb games that give you a bunch of tickets you can redeem for prizes. She turned around to see who it was.

  Oh! I recognised this girl. She was at the meeting yesterday. Patricia was her name I think?

  “Oh, hey Patricia,” Liv said. Yes! Got her name right!

  Patricia came up to us. “Hey,” she said to me. “Uh, Lilith, right?”

  I nodded. “Yeah. What a coincidence, seeing you here.”

  “Yeah, just a bit,” Patricia said. “Is this, like, a date then?”

  Liv and I nodded.

  “Oh, in that case, I’ll leave you two alone. Enjoy! Oh, also, if you wanna see something fun, keep an eye on the Transformers game.”

  Liv sighed. “Patricia, did you put an enchantment on it?”

  “Hey! It’ll only st for tonight! And it’s nothing bad, I promise. Anyway, have a nice evening!” she turned and walked off towards the basketball game.

  I turned to look towards where the Transformers game was. “What enchantment do you think she pced on it?” I asked.

  “Probably an affirming enchantment,” Liv replied.

  “Oh, that’s not so bad then,” I said.

  “It’s not,” Liv said. “It, uh, can cause a bit of chaos though. Like with Rachel.”

  “Oh…” I said. On the one hand, magical transitions were hel cool and every trans person should be able to get one. On the other hand, there was definitely a risk of anyone subject to one getting kicked out by their family.

  “Don’t worry, though,” Liv said. “Patricia’s a responsible witch. She’ll make sure anyone who gets transformed gets help.”

  “Oh, well that’s good then,” I said. “Uh, when do you wanna head out?” I asked.

  “Once I’ve gotten enough tickets to get one of those cute plushies,” Liv said.

  I spotted a couple girls exiting the Transformers game. It was one of those arcade games with a big booth around it that completely enclosed the pyer.

  The two girls were acting strangely. As I watched, one of them grabbed her own boobs, and her eyes went wide.

  “Oh,” I said. “Well, I think the enchantment just went off,” I said.

  “What?” Liv asked. She turned away from the game she was pying to look at the Transformers game and at the two girls who I was willing to bet had just gotten themselves a magical transition.

  “So the arcade games did turn someone into a girl,” I said. “Uh, should we go talk to them?” I asked.

  Liv crouched down to grab her tickets from the dispenser on the machine. “Yeah, someone should.”

  Liv stood up, and the two of us walked over to the two girls.

  They were both a bit shorter than me, both with brown hair. One of them was skinny and pale, with freckles everywhere. The other girl was a bit shorter and thiccer, with darker skin.

  “-did this even happen?” The thicc girl was saying.

  “Uh, hi,” I said.

  The two girls turned to me.

  The freckled girl squeaked in surprise.

  “I’m Lilly, this is Olivia,” I said. Goddess, how was I supposed to talk about this?

  “H-Hey,” the girl with freckles said. “Um, I’m… uh…” She paused for a few seconds. Probably trying to think of a name. Most people would probably find this weird, but I’m definitely not most people. She probably thought it would be weird to give me her ‘guy’ name.

  “I’m Lorei,” the other girl butt in. She seemed a bit more confident about that name.

  “Um, Katniss?” the first girl said. “Yeah, Katniss. Like the Hunger Games character.”

  “Good choice,” I said. “She’s cool.”

  “So…” Liv said. “Was this something you wanted?”

  “W-What do you mean?” Lorei said.

  “Oh, fuck it, I’ll just be blunt about this. Did you two just get magically turned into girls?” I asked.

  “Oh…” Katniss said.

  “Yeah…” Lorei said. “You know something about that?”

  “Happened to both of us at one point or another,” Liv said. “So, I’m assuming you wanted this?”

  “What makes you think that?” Lorei asked. She seemed like the less shy between the two of them.

  “A friend of ours was actually the one who put the enchantments on that game,” Liv said. “An enchantment that only transforms you into the body you want.”

  “I did want this,” Katniss said. “I know, it’s wrong and disgusting and-”

  “It’s definitely not wrong!” I said, not wanting her to start spiralling. “There is nothing wrong with wanting this, Katniss.”

  “Th-that’s not really my name-”

  “I don’t care what sort of guy name you may have gone by before,” I said. “You don’t have to keep the name Katniss, of course. Pick whatever you want.”

  “So, is this sort of thing common, then?” Lorei asked. “A magical transition, then?”

  “Yeah, they happen a lot,” Liv replied.

  “Then why did no one tell me?” She asked.

  “It has to be kept secret,” I said. “From cis people, anyway. The enchantment used on you two is one thing, but there are spells out there that can transform you in ways you don’t want.”

  “Oh, wonderful!” Patricia’s voice expined. “It worked!”

  “And that’s the friend we mentioned earlier,” I said.

  “You did this?” Lorei said, turning to Patricia, who nodded, smirking. “Thank you.”

  “You are very welcome!” Patricia said. “Uh, do you think everything we’ll be fine with your family and everything? I mean, it’s my fault you got transformed, I should take responsibility and make sure nothing bad happens because of it.”

  “We’ll be fine,” Lorei said. “We have our own apartment together.”

  “Oh, good!” Patricia said. “Um, anyway, the enchantment I used was the affirming enchantment, it doesn’t transform you in ways you don’t want. Congratutions! You’re both girls, and have gotten a nice magical transition. Uh, enjoy the rest of your evenings.”

  “As much as we can without alcohol…” Katniss muttered. Heh. Yeah. Might have a hard time using their old IDs now.

  “Oh, I can fix that,” Patricia said. “I can just cast illusion charms on your IDs if you want.”

  Katniss and Lorei both handed her their health cards and driver’s licenses for Patricia to work her magic.

  “Uh, could you do that for me too?” I asked.

  “You got it, Lillith!” Patricia said, accepting my offered health card and photo card.

  The five of us continued chatting for a bit, getting to know each other. Both Lorei and Katniss were enrolled in software engineering at York, so we invited them to join the support group on Tuesdays, which they accepted. We exchanged numbers and parted ways for the evening.

  Liv and I headed to the counter to exchange her tickets for a cute little fox plushie which she immediately named Jerome.

  “I definitely did not expect that to happen,” I said.

  “Me neither,” Liv replied.

  We headed out into the cool night air of downtown Toronto, starting on a leisurely walk back to Union station.

  “So…” I said. “Uh, still interested in, uh… having sex?” I asked.

  “Oh, definitely,” Liv replied. “You wanted to do it in my car, right?”

  I nodded. “Yeah…”

  “Are you sure you want your first time to be in the cramped backseat of my car?”

  I thought about it for a moment. “On second thought, wanna head back to your pce?”

  It turned out Liv’s bedroom was in the basement at her mom’s pce. It was small and cosy. There was a shelf below the sole window setup with some Transformers toys and LEGO Bionicles and whatnot. The overflowing recycling bin filled with soft drink cans showed that Liv was about as consistent at taking out her recycling as she was cleaning the backseat of her car. There was a desk with a powered off computer. One wall was occupied by a big trans fg. The bed was unmade, with the sheets and duvet lying on the floor next to it.

  “So, uh, how do you wanna do this?” Liv asked.

  I kicked off my running shoes. I stood near the door, feeling slightly awkward.

  “Um, well, I think, um…” I suddenly found myself tongue-tied. I swallowed and cleared my throat. “I would, uh, like you to pin me down and, uh, have your way with me.”

  I watched Liv’s pupils dite. “As you wish, Lilly.”

  She was standing so close. So fucking close. I could reach out and touch her, so I did. I grabbed onto her hips, pulling her towards me gently.

  One of her hands smacked into the door next to my head. The other found my hip. I look up into her eyes, biting my lip in anticipation.

  She closed the gap between our lips, pressing hers against mine.

  I felt my phone buzzing from some notification in my pocket, but I didn’t want any interruptions. I fished it out and dropped it onto Liv’s desk, putting it on silent. Full focus on Liv tonight.

  Liv squeezed my hip, and I moaned into the kiss.

  “What do you want me to do?” she whispered.

  I hesitantly took the hand that was on the door next to my head, and moved it down towards my boobs. Liv’s breath hitched. “You… Touch me. Anywhere. Anywhere you want,” I said. “Please.”

  Her hand pressed against my boob. I felt the heel of her palm pushing against my nipple. And then she squeezed.

  Oh goddess.

  “More,” I said breathily. “More, please.”

  “Can I take your shirt off?”

  I nodded. “Yeah, take it off.”

  She lifted it up and over my head, and, for the second time that day, I was shirtless in front of Liv.

  gayannabeth